silent cry

this journey,
has bring me nothing but pain.
yet i should laugh,
and put your shoes on.
am thinking,
will this silent cry ever heard?

a trip to remember...

my tiny round blind eyes...

so that's it.
the last bullet has been shot,
yet the best might never come.
or is it always there,
waiting to be seen?

another start...

don't mad at me.
i'm not leaving you.
i just can't have you by my side anymore.
let's say,
i just rearrange your position in my life,
okay?

should've done this more often...